Haha.

This was probably really stupid of me. My friend is acting like it's a huge effing deal. So, when she said, "Quite honestly, this shouldn't be a problem," to me in a text, my response was probably the boldest thing I've ever told her. Then quit making it one. Maybe it's the around 200 calories running through me, but that sounds so cocky. I love it! She's probably tickedd at me. "I'm just trying to figure out what the heck is going on. When you can tell me, let me know." Hardyharhar. "I'm having a party on sunday, at 3. You can come or not." I don't really know why this is getting to the point where it's an argument, but I swear she's jealous that I'm not taking her even though she says she isn't jealous because she can't go anyway. Whatever, whatever. I've told myself over and over that I'm going to enjoy this.Finally going into high school, finally 14. I'm only going to be a freshman in high school once. I'm only going to have to joy of finally being 14 (which shouldn't be a big deal) once. I do plan on enjoying it. Even if some people try to ruin that.
One that note, I'm going to paint my effing nails, try not to get effing high off the fumes, and do some effing sit-ups after all that.
Stay strong, even when it feels like the world is crashing in.
Ixia.