Friday, December 31, 2010

I cannot believe me.

I hurt my best friend, J.P. over...well, something that happened a while ago.
The way I described it, as she was near tears anyway, was "It's like being abused by a parent and not being believed when you tell people, so you give up trying and get set to just go with it." Even as I knew she was crying about the guilt she felt over that, and as I was being torn up by my own guilt, I couldn't say sorry and didn't cry. Am I becoming...cold?
On the plus side, I ran 20 minutes today. Honestly, I'm proud of myself for that.
So...Sleepy beddie time.
Night.

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