Friday, December 23, 2011

I am going to ask J.P. for control of me.


Since we started dating, J.P.'s gotten thinner and she's been pushing me to eat. So I end up eating. I'm so tired of it.
I like Piece of Me by Britney Spears just for the line "I'm Misses She's Too Big Now She's too Thin."
How many lies a day do we spread?
I've told one to my girlfriend.
"I'll grow out of this." When she asked if I promised I sent back "Ihopeso."
Only I don't hope I grow out it and I don't think I will.
But if I promise, I won't have to eat as much.
Quite tempting.
"If you promise you'll try."
Try to be fat again?
Why would I want to do that.
But I'll nod, smile, play nice.
Anywayy! Next semester, I have five days a week of nearly an hour of weight lifting for 18 weeks. I'm excited. Because having P.E. before school actually means I can wear more elaborate clothes. I can take up to ten minutes to get dressed and not have to worry about how easy it'll be to get off for P.E. later.
I'm also thinking about getting snake bites (the piercing) done. Like the picture below.
I've also decided to use the name Ember Snow.
Well, I think it's cute.
Okay, I'm gonna go. Toodles everyone! ^^

1 comment:

  1. Just hint that you agree but don't say it outright - that way you aren't actually lying :)
    Yay for not having to worry about changing for PE :)
    And I think ember snow is definitley a cute name :)
    Lottie x

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