Saturday, August 25, 2012

...I'm so freaking fat

I'm pretty sure I've somehow allowed myself to get up to 170 again. No more eating. I don't care how grumpy I get. No more. I can't be fat anymore.
It makes me wanna cry. I'm just so upset. Like I eat so J.P.'s happy even though she says I don't have to. When I get grumpy from not eating she gets mad. I wanna be thin.

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