So, I've been thinking about my therapy. I kinda wanted to just quit going, but now I wanna go more. Now, I wanna read some of my journal out loud to her. Now, I want her to see how much J.P. and J.R. hurt me. Now, I want her to understand that I'm just a scared brat half the time. Really. Now, I'm kinda wavering on whether or not I should tell her about how I eat. How it really just all depends on how life is. It's something I control.
I wanna start a fast. So, technically later today, I will. I won't eat. I'll only have liquids. It'll be nice.
Ok, my dad woke me up the other day. He said he thinks I'm anorexic. Since we were gonna go somewhere, I threw off my blankets to get out of bed. My shirt was up enough to see my tummy. His comment? "Urh, you could afford to do a few crunches." Wow, is that really something you tell someone who you think is anorexic?
Maybe that sparked my desire to not eat.
I need sleep. Goodnight, everyone.
sorry your dad was an ass the other day. personally, i think you should continue therapy if it's still helping you, if you can still get something out of it. but that's just my personal opinion. stay strong, babygirl.
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zette
I agree with zette, if therapy is helping you I think you should carry on :)
ReplyDeleteThat was nasty of your dad :/
Stay strong,
Lottie x
i will never understand parents. they say the stupidest things, half the time they don't even realize it either. so frustrating!
ReplyDeleteand i agree with zette and lottie, if therapy is still helping you, keep doing it. stay strong, lovely <3
xxx