Sunday, September 5, 2010

Homecoming, don't want to, have to go

Homecoming is coming up(the 18th) and I don't want to go, not after last night. Ok, so... I found out that J.P. is showing up with J.R....meaning I'll feel awkward and unwanted from the very beginning. So... I don't want to go. But I have to. Why? Go ahead and ask why. It's because Mommy bought my dress and shoes already. Gosh, I plan to leave early anyway, even if I don't call my mom and have her pick me up.
I hate, hate, hate this. I don't wanna go, I know I won't have fun, but I have to. But...I'll feel unneeded and unwanted and gross for even showing up. Sigh, what to do..

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