Need to Lose Weight.

I also need to get off my butt and exercise EVERYDAY.
Or not eat the days I don't exercise.

Mom's told me we're getting rid of everything that doesn't fit.
One of my favorite pairs of jeans doesn't fit.
I wanna fit into them again soon.

J.P. swears she understands.
But then turns around and acts like it'll be a breeze to lose weight the "right way".
It's really hard to.
Everything is calories and fat.
Everything is everything it shouldn't be.
But I keep shoveling it in.
Because if I don't eat, she might no.
And she's actually trying to get better..

.But I'm getting so tired of doing this day in and day out.
It leaves me feeling worthless.